SCHOOL!

Meet your teacher day was a big hit last week, Ava was timid but curious and

actually didn't want to leave.  I was happy about that.  The picture is her first "homework" assignment completed.  A picture of herself (and daddy).  She is to bring this on her first day.  It kind of makes us laugh.

This morning I woke up to this notice from my IPad

(and no, class didn't start at 12:20AM) and my heart skipped a beat.  I am timid now, but make a big deal about her first day and she says "NO" when asked about being excited.  Now I'm worried.

  Despite the "No's", she wants to get dressed for school right away.  She picks out her own outfit.  Whew!  Some of you have seen the get-ups she sometimes wears.  12:20 comes up fast and she was eager to get her back pack on and head out the door.  My eyes are misting and she talks the entire time.

 That's Buzz Lightyear of course.  I am starting to think he has given her the courage.  She seems so at ease about going to school.  My eyes...still misty.

 "COME On Mom!."  I am clearly going too slow as I take pictures and wipe my eyes.  I pull it together, walk her to class, stay for 20 minutes and worriedly say good bye.  This is Ava.  She never wants to be left in a strange place.  SHE DOESN'T BLINK AN EYE and I have to ask for a hug bye.  I leave feeling happy. She made me so proud and wasn't scared.  The sadness sets in as I am walking down the hall. I am leaving her behind in a strange place after three year's with people I barely know.  (can you see where she gets her worried side from-ha).  I walk to the car, call Dejan in tears.  He is a much bigger person than me.  He says it's OK.  She will do great.  She has to go to school.  Hang in there honey.  We hang up and THEN I turn on the radio.  WHY!?!?  They are playing that stupid song from Titanic and I just lose it.  Don't worry I am totally laughing at myself, so you can too.  I turn that crap off, go home, and find this in her room...

Her favorite blanket, that goes everywhere, is just laying there on the floor.  So you know, I cry again.  I blog, exercise, clean a few windows, and am ready to go pick her up.  I know it will get easier, but today was sad and I can't wait to see her cute face and give her a big hug.

Some people say, "You and Ava need time apart.  You are too close, and she is going to have a hard time."  To those people, mind your own business.  I admit, I have some really bad moments, and when I need to cool off, I go.  There's not a lot of places to go where I live, but I go.  Leaving allows me to breath.  But let me tell you why you should mind your own business.  Do you know all the things I would miss, and all the things she's not going to want to do with me later.  Stay at home life is not all peachy, but most days are fun and full of love and laughter.  I hold her tight and feel this will eventually give her the courage to face the world head on, full of confidence. 

I enjoyed capturing a few moments from a fun day in the life of us...

Woody got a lot of play time this day and finally got left behind (just like that). Flowers ("for mommy") and a rock ("for daddy") picked during a walk through the woods.



         Ava was adamant about learning to crush walnuts through my old school chopper,

 and I just love tripping over those shoes and sweaty socks.

Picking out her own outfits, with seer delight, is allowed on most days (even though they make me cringe, she needs some space to be Ava), and her "so cited (excited)"

face just makes me giggle...EVERY TIME.

Not an overly exciting day, but each moment was delightful to capture and a gentle reminder how we should all be more like kids.  Enjoy your children, but remember to take some breathing room, as needed.  :-)  I am just fine staying home with my daughter and she seems pretty darn happy to me...I also wish people would stop worrying over how shy she is.  She's not shy, just around people she doesn't quite trust yet (and frankly, I am quite happy about that).  She will go to preschool in a couple weeks.  Things will change.  I will hold tight to every hug, sweeties, cry, dance party, and yes, even the bad days we have had.  They too are lessons to be learned in some odd way.

On a side note...this is my new ride. I LOVE it and know it totally geeks me out even more, except for the fact those bikes are worth some money. I wheeled and dealed it down to twenty bucks and hauled it home in the trunk of my car...you can imagine the big eye roll I got from my husband.   Ava told me it was going to be "my bike, I will learn to ride it and you can give it to me, okay?!"  :-)  Okay.

To eat or to freeze...EAT!

My favorite breakfast is always made so much better around this time of year.  The blueberries and strawberries are to die for.  I can never get enough of them, and come January, I will wish, once more, that I had frozen some...they just don't last that long around here.

Summing up the summer so far...kind of...



 Exploring Wildwood Park like only a Japanese tourist would.

  Lots of ice cream with Dad (hazy from the heat!), and a trip to the farmer's market in style.

 Hates fireworks...and days later, still hates fireworks going off in the neighborhood.

 Lots of time in the pool...it's been HOT!

 I really have no idea.

 Some fun with cousins!

 CUBS!!!  lose of course.

 John Deere celebrates 100 years.

 Carnival and silliness

And what would a summer be without a trip or two to the waterpark.

These remind me to do our annual SIGN's screening with my sister.  Gosh, I LOVE Iowa right now! 

There's much more to share, but these I like, and luckily there is still  more summer to go. Could we possibly have anymore fun.  HECK YEAH!! Hope everyone is having as much fun as we are.

"I'm going on a trip. Wanna come too?"

Yes, my daughter did all of that.  I was cooking dinner, Dejan was doing some work on the computer, and this is what she came up with.  "Interesting" is about all I could come up with.  Fun, creative, and messy all came to mind later.  Ava's creativeness is great fun to watch, but annoying to clean up.  We rode an airplane, watched TV (on a clock), read Tom Sawyer and James Harriet (per toddler's perspective), was told the phone was there "in case we need to call someone", then landed at the beach/beach pool.  We swam, ran from the waves, and of course ate ice cream.  Great fun for a three year old is really quite cheap.

My next "want to do this project"...

http://www.designsponge.com/2011/06/before-after-lamp-globe-birdfeeders.html

I am certain these would never survive a Midwestern hail storm or those greedy squirrels, but I am willing to take them down as needed.  I am also thinking these could be used for trailing plants, tea lights, etc.  Someone else may have already thought of that, but I feel the need to shop around for these globe lamps and decide later what to do with them.

Why I Love Three Years Old



Summer has kicked off, and I am happy to say we may be under that umbrella most of the summer enjoying ourselves.  She is watching a movie on my IPad as I prepare dinner.  I LOVE THREE!!

Our trip to the beach was much different then last year's, but we had fun. She was much more eager to stay with my Aunt this time when we went out by ourselves one night.  I LOVE THREE!!

"Mom, I'm ok.  Just go clean out the shed."  I LOVE THREE!!